mmmm... God's been quiet... not completely silent, but not throwing me around the room and whacking me across the head either... just quiet... whispering i guess? but yah... been learnin a few things this week... more at the beginning of the week i guess, cuz there were a coupla days when i wuz just in a funk... dunno why.. but yah... just those dayz i guess...

ANYwayz.. lessons learned:

test = testimony
100% dependence + God = pure joy

so yah... itz been interesting.. been kinda silent on blogs lately, cuz well school getz in the way... stinkz.. grrr... can't wait till easter break.. wheeee!!!! three-day school week next week... PRAISE GOD! mmm.. lemme think.. i'm supposed to meet up with Chris Tompkins sometime this week.. wheee!!! free lunch too!!! hahaha.. but yah.. see what God's got in store for the fellowship @ good ol' bafoon.. but yah.. we'll see... mmm.. lots to do this week.. not as much as last week, but still a lot.. lemme think.. eng for monday, bio lab for tues, bus admin test (again) on tues... then FREEDOM!!! hahahaha.. well till after easter break that is.. =P wow... God's been soooo good... gotta keep seekin Him tho in these times of quiet-ness.. =) really really don't wanna get into routine... yuck.. the worst word in the Christian life.. routine... yuck.. =P ANYwayz... i'm glad that i'm still learning.. God' ssoooo good... =D

... the trials in life are not enemies of faith, but are opportunities to prove God's faithfulness ...

okay.. life is .... crazie... i can't say life sux, cuz it doesn't.. i've been given sooo many blessings that even when the trials in life come along, they don't seem that tough, cuz i've got amazing support... PRAISE GOD... okay... so first of all, thingz are a l'il hectic with school, work, fellowship etc, and family... oh my goodness.. dad's in the hospital at the moment cuz something's wrong with his right eye, but thanx soo much to all the ppl who've been prayin for him. his eyesight's gradually gettin better... PRAISE GOD! but yah.. everything else is stressing.. might not be home for a while, cuz some guy @ the hospital my dad wuz at died of sars... and my dad may have to be quarantined for 10 dayz when he comes home.... so i might not be at home for the next ten dayz... whaaa!!!! i already miss him so much already, and i might not even see him for another two weekz!!!!!!!!

thing is, through all this, God's been mad amazing.. He's given me so many B.A.S.I.C.s to support me thru all this.. just ppl to talk to, ppl rootin for my family and prayin for us... wow... and there IS power in prayer... i dunno where i'd be if i weren't a Christian.. seriously, i'd be like going insane right now.. yet somehow, i still have my head about me and i can still somwhat think straight.. altho lately, i've been a l'il flustered... *sigh* i guess itz just cuz ther's a lot to do in the coming week for school cuz univ marks are due next tues and then ther's fellowship(s) and all the stuff related to that... and church and work... oh my.. and then softball stuff too... argh.. so busy all of a sudden... yet somehow, i know i'm gonna get thru all this.. i think i just hafta stop worrying.

argh... =P talkin to a B.I.C.. and i guess just got reminded to NOT rely on my own strength, but on His alone... yah.. i'm gettin mad worried about this upcoming week.. got so much to do and i might not even be in the comfort of my own home thru it all.. then marks are due in and i can't just bomb all the stuff thatz due this week... *sigh* but yah... gotta have more faith.. kinda ironic, isn't it? whatever is impossible with men, is possible with God... and i can't get thru this week on my own strength.. i mean i'm tired just THINKING about it... mmm.. gotta pray more... plz plz plz pray for me (for those rding this) thx so much for everything already... God's been amazing with the blessings... thingz are awesome with my family, my friends, school's been decent, fellowship's been amazing.. blog more about that some other time... and of course... hero... (sucha blessing) hahaha... =D

"Do not worry about your life... Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? ... Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.


matthew 6:25-34